misc personal

I’m feeling deeply anxious today.


I’m wondering if this means manic cycle going down.  This is all very new to me.  Well, having lived with it all my life but not knowing what it was.  Weird.


I got up early and drove to Posh Bagel and had a crepe with turkey egg onion and avocado.  They cheaped out on the avocado so hard, I actually asked to speak with the manager lol.  “Well, we only charge 75 cents” – how does that solve my problem?  How about offering to get me more?  Sure, I’d pay another 75 damn cents.  There isn’t an avocado shortage. 


Been working hard on my other apps, trying to generate more revenue.  It sucks being broke for the first time in my life since I was a child.


I’m going to try and keep my head up and listen to music that is more happy then not.